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nothing. everything.
Seriously, I don’t know what to say. Blog identity crisis, anyone? We’ve moved. I’ve had another period. I want another baby, but I don’t dare say those words aloud. Typing them will have to...
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make it bake it
I remember picking up those little pieces with tweezers with my mom. Make It Bake It. One of those things I thought maybe I’d never get to do with my own daughter. Today, we got to make 3 kitties...
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BAKED: Mom’s Olive Oil Orange Bundt
I’m back! I’ve actually baked several of the recipes and just didn’t take pictures or didn’t post. We’re in an apartment, and my bundt pan is in storage. So this is really an olive oil orange sheet...
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casey and charlie
So BabyHope has been asking and talking about babies and growing up and what she was like as a baby. And in my tummy. She’s also been pretending that she has a baby sister. Named Ticki. Or Vicki....
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change is in the air…
I’m going back to work. Super part time, but it will be a regular schedule. Ah, the feelings this brings up. I’m a little excited to use my degree again. I’m a little excited to have some extra...
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everyone else is doing it…
I don’t think I’ve ever written about where I was on 9/11/01. It was pre-blog, pre-trying for baby. Back before the earth had ever stopped spinning for me. I count 3 times now – 9/11/2001,...
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a summary
Oh, hey. I used to write this blog, right? I don’t know. I’m in a funk. I think about not writing, because who the heck wants to read I really just want another baby every day? I looked at a...
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raw
I talked to a woman tonight who is contemplating using a friend as a gestational carrier. She asked what I learned from the cycles last summer. I haven’t let myself think too much about it, and my...
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it is
The choice I have is not the choice I want. It just is. It’s a choice to live in the present and the future – to live with what is and what will be instead of bemoaning what didn’t come to be. I...
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the beginning of the end
The beginning of the end of this blog happened during the bloodbath miscarriage. It was a seat of the soul shaking event. I didn’t have any serious hope after bleeding in that way that my body would...
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